A place of loss, feeling of betrayal, all things become meaningless, world looks like a big lie, feet turn into heavy stones, brain refuses to engage; desire to fake a smile diminishes, motivation to make a difference sinks in a deep hole and self regulating fight of staying still continues. It feels as if one is at a pause. The entire world turns into a live theatre where characters are pretending to be what they are not, saying what they do not believe in, and doing what th